Life sucks
Had a big quarrel with baby
Again it's all the same reasons
My mood was good before that and weijie called to slack at aloy's hse
i've alr told you tht i don't wanna go.
You insisted on going.
Though you said you don't wanna go alr but you said in a reluctant tone
I get th hint.But do you know why i don't wanna go?No right?
So what if i don't answer you. That doesnt mean you can throw tissues on me
Im crying how you expect me to answer you when you are like reprimanding me.
I know you are pissed off. But i'm sad. Which cause more hurts to the heart?
Yes i went off without telling you.
you said you went to find me but just hard have you tried to?
By just walking pass your void deck? Don't have then head to aloy's place?
you just don't mean what you said.
Just how confident you told me tht you are not going anywhere.In the end?
Just tell me how much of your words can i believe.
Trust is important yes i agree but if you are not honest
then where does all these trust come from?How many times have you lied to me alr
Trust is not able to built back in a day.It takes time.
After all your lies you said i don't trust you.Yes i don't.
Wat have you done to deserve my trust?You ask yourself la.
Whose always there when i'm at my weakest?Not you but my friends.
where are you when im missing and swallowing pills? you were playing soccer.
when im emotional where are you? Yes you came to find me
But after tht , you left me alone on the bridge telling me not to go anyway
cos you wanna go fishing with your friends.
10 months.I had enough of these.The same prob. always her.
you said you wont contact girls nor talk to them but how many times have
you broke your promise?
When you ask me to tell you what im not happy about ,im happy
i assume you would change but it's all my wishful thinking.
You never.you will only change when something drastic happen
I felt foolish committing suide over you.
That day after going mummy's pub what you told me?
Do you still remenber? You say you will prove to me. did you?
Must you always cherish after you lost it?
Im sick of all the sweet talks la. None of it you fufil it.
What's the point of saying things that you know you cant do it
It gonna hurt me more.
I went to th playground near th pit to drink.
I know all of you are looking for me.
But i really dun feel like seeing all of your.
Sworn bro: So sorry to hang up th phone and reject all your calls.I really dun wanna talk.
Meet someone special for dinner
Felt better talking to someone special
Sorry tht i lied to you
about th beer, about where i came from, and not telling you wat happen before tht.
Cabbed home after tht.
These is wat happed ystd.
As for tday
The quarrel mood was still on
after all i still gave you a last chance.
But the chance didnt last long.Prolly for only 1/2 hr
Pathetic right?
Wanted to go your hse but someone dampened my mood.
Again you left me at the busstop, alone.
Still you choose your friends.
Worst still, the girl that i hate was there.
You should know who you are la.
you think la. If she is there you think i willl want to go your hse to see her cb face?
did you ask me why?
i can imagine now is she sitting or lieing at the bed tht i slept on?
She must be touching and cuddling xiao long bao now.
disgusting.Both of you are sucha bitch.
♥Yours truly, xueting.
3:30 pm
